You say you trust me? then why this problem again? always when it comes to me you become sad etc. how about me? you've hurt me too okay? I just don't show it. I fucking keep all my problems to myself. I don't share it. you say you're not used to me clubbing? do I always go clubbing? every weekend? who do you think I am?

that one time you went jalan raya with your friends.. you think I was okay with it? I wasn't okay. Like what you said. I'm not used to that but I still let you go. I don't control you. who you can or cannot be friends with. now you want to bring up K? that is a whole diff thing. He's your damn ex. obvviously I would be upset. to think that you actually think I don't prioritize you.

I do care about your feelings. but just because I club one time you think I don't? so I've no right to party with my friends? you keep saying you trust me etc. stop lying to me and yourself. keep thinking i will cheat? what kinda of a guy do you think i am?

you always think your guy friends are better? just because of that particular line they said to you? please, they are just saying for the sake of it.

i don't fucking text any girls at all. i don't hang out with girls also. what more do you want? the only person i always text is you. unlike you, so many guys text you etc. fuck how do you think I feel too?

cry to sleep? You think I don't? what do you do when im sad? you dont know how to cheer me up. after awhile you try you just give up and keep quiet. instead i'm the one asking you why youre like that.

it hurts me that you always think im the bad one here. hell, its always my fault and never yours. even if its not my fault and yours, i don't hear you saying sorry to me. cause its always mine.

i love you so much but this have to happen. sigh

im just gonna mia from everyone. fml. lonely forever.