You want it to be this way? Yeah, I know I haven't been calling you up lately. I know I don't text you interesting topics like your other guy friends do. Yes I know. But is it wrong of me to just ask from you? I ask if it's me because I wanna hear it from you. Just say it. Don't give me piece by piece information. Because that's not helping. Don't say I keep asking and all. Like I said, I wanna hear it from you.

If you aren't happy with me, say it. Don't keep me in the dark. You text your guy friends all about whats happening between us. It's between us. I'm sure we'll find a way through this. right? But no, you gotta have someone to text you. Someone there. Just talk to me for Christ sake. Don't take me for a fool. One being the reason I don't text as much is because you're preoccupied with the other guys texting you all.
You say like I've got no interest well infact I do. I feel lonely too.

I try asking you something, you give me a simple replies. Doesn't mean I don't call you up and check on you means I don't give a damn about you. I CARE ABOUT YOU SO MUCH. I know I tend (my bad) to repeat what I say like - imy, ily etc. You think it's cliche? Why? I don't. You wanna believe that I just say for the sake of it then IDK what to say.

If you don't open up to me, how can I help?
I always assure you that, I WON'T LEAVE YOU. I WON'T LEAVE YOU FOR ANOTHER GIRL NO. I'M NOT LIKE THAT. I MEAN IT. You think it's action speaks louder than words? up to you.
It is wrong to keep myself occupied? really? I let you do your stuff I don't say anything, but when it's me.. its a whole diff story.

You say you miss the old me? what? It's still me. You really trying to imply that I'm changing? Like all the others? I still treat you like my baby girl. My princess.
Even if I knew something was wrong, I'll call up. Don't say I don't. You won't pick up. Don't give me your no mood as an excuse. You say I don't care.. THAT HURTS ALOT.
YOU VERY WELL KNOW HOW DEEPLY I LOVE YOU.

Plus, I know you have blogged about me before in other posts. I read, I try to make amends. That goes to show that I do care alot. I'm not trying to pick a fight by doing a post about you all. I love you, I really do. I want us to go back the way things were too.

You guy friends texting you, comforting you just makes me feel like shit. You'll never know how that feels like. It's like replacing me. (I don't buy that crap about if they're just concern all. saying they are attached. most of them liked you before makes it all the more worse for me..)

I love you always now and forever. Promise. No lies. Coming from my heart.